While pregnant I am much more horny than normal.

My non pregnant state I am pretty needy, but dam while I am pregnant I dream about it nightly.  They are vivid dreams, where I wake up wet, and mounted on my pillow.

I wake up thinking that Sir H has gotten frisky in the middle of the night.  Doctors say it is normal my body is flooded with hormones and all.

At this point my vibrator is my friend.  *grins*

Don't get me wrong Sir H is fantastic as always, but its almost like my libido is super human so I need suplimental help.

Ok that is all from the subsatanya homestead.

While having a child has made orchestrating things a little more complicated... We still take time to have some fun.

I love being tied up, love being forced.

Love when my Sir H, uses me as he wants, and I love when I can hear the change in his breathing, expressions when I know he is close to release.

Have not posted in a long time.

 I am doing great.  My son is doing great.

We are pregnant again, and will be having a daughter now.  Woot!

Daddy, Son, and everyone is happy.

Due Nov. 4th.

As requested here are two pictures.  I guess it is more artsy than anything, but I don't want anyone getting into trouble cause of me.

I will have Sir H take some more pictures of me that are more decent.  Tummy and breast shot, best I can do on my own.

http://s263.photobucket.com/albums/ii159/TD_2008/

Yep that is a round me, yucky huh?  Sir H still seems to want me and is really really interested, I don't see how, but I am not complaining.  I just think he is blind.

k that is all today

But I have been published. 

I have two of my stories I wrote in hard bound form.   Woot!

http://www.lulu.com/content/1304258

So if you would like me in HARD bound version, well there you go. *grins*  *I am so cheesey*

I am 33 weeks now and counting or 8 months 1 week.

I am huge, and I am having harder time getting up, and going to work.  I get so tired now so easily.

I am still teaching and working full time.  I am going to try to make it till the end of March working.  I am due first or second week in April.

We will see.

*grins*

Mr. Toshiro likes to roll around and push on my vital organs. Do the river dance on my bladder.  

I have pictures and will upload them now that I found my memory reader.

I have been nesting like there is no tomorrow. I have cleaned and reorganized everything over and over again.

I guess I can pop at any time now.

K that is all 

Everything is going well so far, I am 17 weeks along, or 4 months 1 week along.  The baby is growing fine, and all the tests have come back normal. I am starting to show a little.  My breasts have grown from a 36 D to a 38 E (UK) or 36 DDD(US).  I am in my second trimester and am feeling better.

My breasts are really sore and Sir H loves that just brushing up against them will send me wriggling and whimpering.  We still love to do our fetish play but we have scaled it back a little, as I am sure heavy blows to my ass and pussy would be detrimental to the baby.  So we are just doing light bondage (hand cuffs, leg restraints), restriction play, sex, and teasing.  I can't wear any of my corsets now, =(.  But I would not want to squish the baby.   One of the things we need to do to  prepare me for breast feeding is he has to roll my sore nipples between his fingers.  It is excruciating but feels fantastic as well.

I would have thought I would be less sexy to Sir H once I was pregnant, but he seems to lust after me just the same or more. At times I feel like a cow, but all in all I am enjoying being pregnant.

I was worried that we would have to stop our fetish play due to coming baby.  But we have decided we will just lock up all of our toys, and when the time comes if he/she asks we will be honest and let them know that this is what we do consensually.

But as today I am off of work, I have chores to do and Sir H would not be happy if I did not get my chores/house cleaning done.   Hrm... maybe I will do all but one of my chores... *evil grin*

I have been really quiet lately.  I apologize.  I have had a lot of things going on.  The main thing, is we found out we are pregnant.  Woot!

Sir H and I are very excited and happy.  I have had all day sickness, and have been exhausted.  So I sleep a lot.  I will be 11 weeks soon. 

Also we are moving this weekend so everything is crazy right now.

I think that is all.

Been busy,

Just got back from vacation, had to get back into the groove of work for Job #1.  Not to mention I had to get all my school stuff ready job #2, TB screening, finger printing etc.  I did not know so much went into being a teacher.

But my classes start up in september.  I have to get my lesson plan ready and in order.

*grins*  All work means no play for moi.  However Sir took me out to have a full body massage at a spa yesterday.  It was fantastic, then to dinner for my hatching day. 

So ladies, and Gentlemen, I will be attending Pensic this year. 

Pensic == dressing up in garb, drukenness, and debauchery, all the while camping.  I will be gone for about 7days. 

What this means... my awaited part 3 is not done so it will have to wait till I get back. Plus I had another story I was working on in tandem.  I apologize.  But I am excited to get a vacation. 

I love edge play, it both excites me and scares me. 

Finally put all my stories in Memories, so not it is all in one place.  I will keep adding them so if your interested in previous things.  It is weird you can see the progression between early on and now.

Incedentaly I have 26 stories, some real life experiences, and some fantasies and things that bounce around my head.   Weird, I did not think I had that many.

Ok so for those of you who like my stories.  I am having a hard time deciding.  I may have 1 or 2 of my stories published, and I just cannot choose which one I want to submit.  I have to have my decision by 28th.  Please let me know if you have a favorite, why, and what I need to do to clean it up and make it presentable/publishable.  I know sometimes my syntax and spelling suck so any help would be wonderful.

I just cannot think of one that stands out as fantastic, but I may be being overly critical.

Thanks for your help in advance.

x posted to my LJ, submissiveblog and fetishconfess. New type of writing for me, and new kind of story.  Comments are requested and wanted.

Stables

Stables  (Part 1)
Just posted to my LJ right now.  New type of writing for me, and new kind of story, so I don't know if it is good enough to share.  Comments are requested and wanted.

Stables Fantasy

My thoughts last couple of days have been running toward slave training.  I love it, I love the strict guidelines, the rules, and the being used while learning how to better serve.  I love the complete satisfaction of getting something done and done right.  I love the feeling of making the one you serve happy. 

I will write more on it.

these are just some thoughts I am having.

It seems I have some new people who have friended my journal.  I am flattered and would love to know who you are.

xposted to submisiveblog, and my lj

Getting Caught

It's 4:30 pm and I feel Lily slide onto the couch straddling my waist.  It is quite obvious that she is not wearing any panties under her little skirt.  Lowering my book I smile at her.  She is beautiful, she has waist length dark hair pinned up and sapphire blue eyes.  She begins to rock her pelvis on mine.  Grinning I ask, "what can I do for you lily my love?".

I really like watching women get off.  When I see a beautiful woman in the throws of passion, my pussy gets wet, I almost cum watching them.  I love to play with women as well.  I love my Sir, and he loves me... however, I love women to, and he loves that I love women, so it is all good.

Besides women are soft and sexy.  mmm

These are just the thoughts I am having. 

I am a very lucky girl.

x posted to my lj

Been a while since I wrote but I am having more free time and things are getting back to normal so hopefully there will be more.

Because machines don't understand begging